All of a sudden, I just felt calm about the whole Justin thing. It set into my mind that he only wants a break and then we'll start over. We still have a friendship.
The past week has been a huge stress and worry over whether he's done and not bothering with me anymore, or if he just wants some time to himself.
I do still have a sick feeling in my stomach that this is it, and our friendship is over.
But it's not as strong.
On another note, I'm glad I took my criminal justice statistics in this summer session rather than the regular fall semester. Because if I had, I'd be bored out of my mind. I could do this class in my sleep, it's a repeat of high school math classes. Math has always been my strongest subject and I've always excelled in my math classes. I don't know why people are always so "omg stats class kill me now before this class does". It's so easy. Plus Verrecchia is a totally different person in the summer versus regular fall and spring semesters. He's just so... Casual feeling in the summer. He still lectures and teaches the same way, but the overall air cloud of personality around him is more relaxed, joking, less intimidating. Whereas in the fall/spring, he has that overpowering authoritative, serious no non sense personality.