Sudden peace.

All of a sudden, I just felt calm about the whole Justin thing. It set into my mind that he only wants a break and then we'll start over. We still have a friendship.

The past week has been a huge stress and worry over whether he's done and not bothering with me anymore, or if he just wants some time to himself.

I do still have a sick feeling in my stomach that this is it, and our friendship is over.

But it's not as strong.

 

On another note, I'm glad I took my criminal justice statistics in this summer session rather than the regular fall semester. Because if I had, I'd be bored out of my mind. I could do this class in my sleep, it's a repeat of high school math classes. Math has always been my strongest subject and I've always excelled in my math classes. I don't know why people are always so "omg stats class kill me now before this class does". It's so easy. Plus Verrecchia is a totally different person in the summer versus regular fall and spring semesters. He's just so... Casual feeling in the summer. He still lectures and teaches the same way, but the overall air cloud of personality around him is more relaxed, joking, less intimidating. Whereas in the fall/spring, he has that overpowering authoritative, serious no non sense personality.

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Comments (10)

  1. kaylabrasseaux

    I’m sorry to hear about the whole Justin thing…But, congrats on the class(: Math has always been my absolute worst subject. Straight A’s in everything including when I had chemistry…But come to Algebra I, and II even geometry…c’s and d’s…Advanced Math functions and statistics…D-.
    I’m off subject, lol. But seriously, I’m glad it’s going well for you!

    June 18, 2014
    1. alishaquigley

      The whole thing with Justin is just a confusing mess. And thanks, I’ve always found math to be easy for me, and I never hated it like other people do. I’m so awful with sciences though, I can never even remember the most basic biology class stuff. The only reason I passed 10th grade bio was because I cheated on every test.

      June 18, 2014
      1. kaylabrasseaux

        I understand completely. Even though I have a girlfriend…she’s more confusing than any guy I’ve ever been with but she’s very special to me.
        Just numbers were never my thing.

        June 18, 2014
        1. alishaquigley

          Well we aren’t in a relationship. That’s what makes this so confusing. We’re only friends but have so many problems

          June 18, 2014
          1. kaylabrasseaux

            Oh, well, through thick and thin friends should stay together….this might just be the hard part.

            June 18, 2014
            1. alishaquigley

              It’s kind of been a lot of stuff at once happening, as I’m in therapy and learning things to change and have stuff I have to work on, and new things get added and as I’m trying to work on one thing at a time, I think he forgets that I can’t change overnight and can’t change everything at once either. So the real changing process has only been happening since mid january when I first got on meds, and only since the beginning of april that I started therapy.

              June 18, 2014
  2. yayuki

    good luck on the exams… but I believe you will do great if the clas is so much fun… yeah, ain’t it great how many people are influenced by the season of sunny summer lol… I am glad for you that you found some peace and happiness to recharge your energy on… light and peace to you may they stay with you as long as they can

    June 18, 2014
    1. alishaquigley

      Thanks. And I really hope he is only taking a break and does come back to our friendship. If he doesn’t, I’m going to be crushed.

      June 18, 2014
      1. yayuki

        I hope all we eventually be alright. You two will probably talk about the issue and realize you both made mistakes… it happens you know

        June 19, 2014
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