Come to the conclusion that Justin is toxic to me right now. He's gone from constructive criticism to just plain criticism and focuses on my bad rather than encouraging my positives. I read some of our texts directly to Kristen today, and what she gathers is he's blaming me for how he feels. And it's not right because he controls how he feels and is allowing me determine his moods.
Now that he's not speaking to me for who knows how long, I can focus on myself instead of worrying about our friendship. I need to learn that I can't please him and shouldn't try to.
Kristen does see that a break in the friendship could help to clear the air and start over, but she also thinks he's full of crap and is being a shit friend to me now and is just blaming me for everything rather than own up to him upsetting me and bringing some problems on.
For now, I'll work on being positive to myself.
I also need to really be serious about trying to lose weight. I did just start doing fruit infused water to get me to drink more water, and I'm doing the combos that are to help boost metabolism.
Any encouragement or advice on weight loss would be appreciated.